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Friday, June 29, 2012
Saturday, June 16, 2012
Truth
its funny how people walk around without spilling the truth that pours from their souls. What if we all had a cloud above our head that said what we were really feeling. Instead we hold it inside until it starts to bubble over like a saucepan full of pasta. Its fine one minute and the next you look and its overflowing, unstoppable unless you lower the heat or remove it from the stovetop.
If the cloud were above my head it would read: "irish girl..creative, brunette, love my husband and son, sometimes son drives me insane, other times I look at amazement at the miracle he is, love the movie theatre, i work to pay the bills, my money doesn't do much but it helps. We basically live on one income and yes in debt, like so many of you who don't admit it, come from family of suceeders, sometimes feel like the black sheep, bought too big of a house,but hey is any house affordable now adays? love to drink wine, love alone time, love my friends and really love my friends who don't hear from me but know its not because of them but because of stuff I'm going through, sometimes life really really really sucks. Outside influences drag you down and your responsible for stuff that you don't want to be responsible for.
Sick of selfish people, sick of feeling guilty, sick of sometimes feeling sick.
Love love Love....animals, painting, gardening, music,water,yoga, GOD
they bring me peace and tranquility. They never judge, argue, demand "TRUE FEELINGS", they just accept you where you are and what you are feeling and offer you acceptance in that place.
I was thinking the other day how one of the things I love about Randy is he NEVER judges me. He accepts me everyday how I am, what i'm feeling, what I dream and aspire. He reads my soul and knows without me trying to explain. (ok we are not talking about putting the dishes in the dishwasher, yes there are some limitations of men :). But overall, I can count on him. It just works and its easy. I've heard sayings that "relationships aren't easy...they take work"..ya i get it in some sense, there have been up and downs in our relationship but overall...truth the shit we have been through, heck ya its been easy. How many of your relationships can you say are easy? How many can you say you don't ever feel judged? How many have been through the stressful ringers of life and have lived through it?
I just really wish the world would be more truthful. Admit when it sucks so we can offer support to those having a hard time. its a revolver, sometimes its great and sometimes it sucks. the good thing is it always turns and you know you get through it and it gives you the gift of wisdom.
Suck it up, live the truth....
If the cloud were above my head it would read: "irish girl..creative, brunette, love my husband and son, sometimes son drives me insane, other times I look at amazement at the miracle he is, love the movie theatre, i work to pay the bills, my money doesn't do much but it helps. We basically live on one income and yes in debt, like so many of you who don't admit it, come from family of suceeders, sometimes feel like the black sheep, bought too big of a house,but hey is any house affordable now adays? love to drink wine, love alone time, love my friends and really love my friends who don't hear from me but know its not because of them but because of stuff I'm going through, sometimes life really really really sucks. Outside influences drag you down and your responsible for stuff that you don't want to be responsible for.
Sick of selfish people, sick of feeling guilty, sick of sometimes feeling sick.
Love love Love....animals, painting, gardening, music,water,yoga, GOD
they bring me peace and tranquility. They never judge, argue, demand "TRUE FEELINGS", they just accept you where you are and what you are feeling and offer you acceptance in that place.
I was thinking the other day how one of the things I love about Randy is he NEVER judges me. He accepts me everyday how I am, what i'm feeling, what I dream and aspire. He reads my soul and knows without me trying to explain. (ok we are not talking about putting the dishes in the dishwasher, yes there are some limitations of men :). But overall, I can count on him. It just works and its easy. I've heard sayings that "relationships aren't easy...they take work"..ya i get it in some sense, there have been up and downs in our relationship but overall...truth the shit we have been through, heck ya its been easy. How many of your relationships can you say are easy? How many can you say you don't ever feel judged? How many have been through the stressful ringers of life and have lived through it?
I just really wish the world would be more truthful. Admit when it sucks so we can offer support to those having a hard time. its a revolver, sometimes its great and sometimes it sucks. the good thing is it always turns and you know you get through it and it gives you the gift of wisdom.
Suck it up, live the truth....
Sunday, June 10, 2012
Thursday, June 7, 2012
Extinguished
extinguished..when I ponder about this word I think of putting a fire out. Often fires can be harmful and dangerous and so extinguishing them is a good thing. In my case its my soul's energy that feels that way right now. I feel like I'm giving so much to all of those around me that I'm just depleted. I have felt this way in the past esp when my son was younger and maybe I'm feeling it more now because he is out of school and my time with him is nonstop.
Its more then that though, I'm dealing with a change of tides with family. Things have shifted and now I have to take on a role that I have been absent from for many years. And quite honestly its exhausting. I'm working more hours, I'm caring for my family, I'm housekeeping, and I'm trying to be there for sisters and friends going through rough times and I just feel like I'm reaching that point of dried up coffee filter paper. I feel like at this point in my life is when you have to really start saying no to people. It was easier when we are younger because our time is not as consumed by life's busyness. Now is when all the tides come together and crash. You just have to say no, I can't do that, no I can't help, no I am not available. But saying no is hard, esp for someone like me who cares deeply for all of those around me and wants to help.
How can I be my best helpful self when I'm depleting all the energy I have which therefore makes me more grouchy with my son and husband. I just wish someone could teach me how to live this busy life we are now a part of and make it work without feeling exhausted.
Its more then that though, I'm dealing with a change of tides with family. Things have shifted and now I have to take on a role that I have been absent from for many years. And quite honestly its exhausting. I'm working more hours, I'm caring for my family, I'm housekeeping, and I'm trying to be there for sisters and friends going through rough times and I just feel like I'm reaching that point of dried up coffee filter paper. I feel like at this point in my life is when you have to really start saying no to people. It was easier when we are younger because our time is not as consumed by life's busyness. Now is when all the tides come together and crash. You just have to say no, I can't do that, no I can't help, no I am not available. But saying no is hard, esp for someone like me who cares deeply for all of those around me and wants to help.
How can I be my best helpful self when I'm depleting all the energy I have which therefore makes me more grouchy with my son and husband. I just wish someone could teach me how to live this busy life we are now a part of and make it work without feeling exhausted.
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