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Tuesday, March 3, 2015

In the meantime

Awake at 3am, oh how I love insomnia. I heard Jack crying and then my second wind kicked in!!
I am scrolling through my Instagram and I see pictures from before I was pregnant and I am two sizes and 20 pounds lighter.  I find it frustrating because in my mind I thought I would be back to that by now.  I have been working out for the past 3 months and there is progress but not so much that the naked eye can see or that my clothes can tell. 
    I remember the process after I was pregnant with Alan, it took me 3 years to shrink- 3 years!!! Here I am 7 months postpartum which is not a lot of time when you think about it.  They say it takes a year to get your body back but I just find it soooo frustrating!! I have a whole closet of clothes that do not fit in fact I had to go buy some summer clothes for vacation the other day.
    I know it's petty, my body did an amazing thing.  It's healthy and strong and it will get there.  But in the meantime it's pretty damn frustrating being on the waiting end.