Woke up this morning very sad, my heart felt as it was weeping. I was trying to shrug off this wierd sensation and also wondering why because the sun was shining brightly (which it hadn't been for the past week).
As I walked downstairs and heard Randy watching TV I quickly realized why. Today was the 10 year anniversary of September 11.
I did not lose anyone I knew but I still remember the horrible day, watching TV in columbus at my sisters condo, all of a sudden seeing planes crashing into towers. I remember calling my mother asking if she was watching this and she had no idea because her tv wasn't on. Even though I didn't lose anyone personally the heaviness on my heart this morning would have told you otherwise. Sometimes I think I really do "feel" other people's energys. I think that is why I am so sensitive in busy loud places, almost like its overload for me because I'm sensing everyone. I can always tell when someone is off, someone is nervous, someone is mad, not from body language but just from feeling their energy. So on this memorial 10 year anniversary of September 11, I believe I'm feeling the sadness of all those that lost ones they love.
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