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Sunday, May 12, 2013

High expectations always turn sour


I'm grumpy today and its Mother's Day when we should be grateful. A large part of it is the fact that I have to work a floorset tonight and I'm not looking forward to it. Also I always have these high expectations that Randy is going to do something fun and different. Why does he even ask me what I want if he does the same thing. My favorite flower is tulips but I never get those, I tell him i love cake balls but I never get those, breakfast in bed, a handmade cd, a poem, but no- I get an iTunes giftcard that I could buy myself. Lamoooooo!!!
  I just put too high expectations that he going to magically turn romantic and it's never going to happen. Last night I just wanted him to GO with Alan and I, so we could have a family night and he just wanted to stay home and drink beer. 
  I just want him to LISTEN to what I want  but he never does that.  It must be Hunan nature that we just always set ourselves up for higher expectations then someone is willing to give us and so disappointment follows. Why do we do that to ourselves, even knowing we are doing it?
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  1. UnknownMay 12, 2013 at 2:04 PM

    Honey, if you want tulips, show yourself some love and get yourself some tulips. If you want cakeballs, you know exactly the kind you like. You can have what you love without expecting someone else to fulfill those needs. I'm sorry that you're having a bad day. You are so very loved. I'm glad you are able to share your heart. <3

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