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Saturday, July 30, 2011

Saboteur?

Saboteurs mean to keep us safe but they take over us and we don't even realize it. Whenever a thought pops up that gives u a reason not to move closer to ur dream is a saboteur. They want to keep you safe so they keep you from taking risks. Aka...I can't open up an art studio, I don't know how, I don't have the money, etc. They are not bad things, they are just trying to keep us safe so we must accept them but move on and release them. So my positive affirmation is...
I will have an art studio...some kind...that inspires me...that does good for people, that is artsy, that gives me flexible schedules, that lets me interact and meet interesting people, and I'm not afraid because this is my dream and I will one day own this dream. Its ok to be scared of that dream right now, to be deathly afraid to post it on facebook, but I will look back at this post in my future and see that I will have grown and allowed myself to fully believe in my abilities. I will start loving myself and not criticize my body, my looks, my mind. I am who I am. I am Colleen, artistic, irish, fashionable, interesting, and returning my passion for life. I need people to believe in me but first I have to start believing in myself because only we can change our path. And sometimes these lows are the only way to make us break through the drywall and see the beautiful old brick that lays inside. To be refinished and shine through. Strength and beauty of the old.

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